Friday, 19 October 2012
Wednesday, 17 October 2012
Far Far Away
Dear Internet,
So obviously I live in Cape Town, but I was summoned to come
live in Johannesburg for one month for training. I don’t have a particular
problem with Jo’burg, but last time I was here I went kind of psycho. Lived
here for three months only, but with the current situations I found myself in,
it was a recipe for disaster. Needless to say, I moved back to my beloved Cape
Town. Now, I find myself in this bipolar ridden city with no mountain and no
ocean.
The first two days went fine, I was disorientated (and I
still am), but I think I’m getting there slowly. I just find it so hard to like
this place with the taste of utter bitterness in my mouth from last time… I am
desperately trying to make the best of my time here, but I feel so awful. I am
missing my brother’s 21st birthday, and whole other bunch of
important birthdays and events. I guess sacrifice is just something that will
always linger. I feel particularly angry at the world today with hormones and hay
fever as contributing factors… I do however feel that I am learning a lot, and
fast as well.
Mr Marilyn Manson is keeping my eardrums company, so that’s great... I don’t know Internet,
it is as though the air here contains insta-depression powder. Like WTF mate?! On
the other hand, it might all be in my head. Maybe I just need to lighten the
fuck up. I would really like a cigarette right now, but I rely on others to get
where I need to be.
Shit – this is one emo blog post.
On the up side, I found a
great pair of shoes! SO wearing it on casual Friday! I am quite excited. Haha! I have also been able to sample legit Chinese
cuisine. Not the Chinese take-away kind, but the rather-don't-ask-questions kind; you just eat and hope for the best. So far, so good. I need to take a shower but I am suddenly
extremely lazy. BAD. Bad Cat.
I guess I should get to it though.
P.S. No mirror - No problem -----> Webcam yo
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